Anti-Sober

There are times where I wish I was a pot head, maybe just for one day or so. This is how I feel today and most days I just want to be high and forget every little problem that I have or any further issues that Are going on. When life gives you lemons sometimes your just stuck with lemons with no time or way to make lemonade WTF is what I want to scream out loud to the world But I have this blog to do just that. Its not the issues that you cause it the issues that others cause for you. I can’t believe that there are people in this world who wont pick up their own weight and rely on others to provide for them.  Because I’m a man and I suck it up this makes I harder to deal with because in the back of my head I keep saying be a man stop complaining. I have never smoked before and this will be the first if I did but a blunt sounds so good now or maybe some shots. Being anti-sober is so easy but making the stand to be sober is so hard when life comes at you. I wan to say people just find a way to blow off so steam and stress without drugs and violence I doing it.