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dream just a little bit harder, live just a little bit louder, love just a little bit longer and live just a little bit in the moment.
My new song that I have been working on in the studio titled “moment” and it mean a lot to me to say these words and live by them. you only get one life to live so #LiveItUP
The world hates everything you do and there is nothing that can change that. I know how you feel. This I the moment when a nice guy turns into a monster because of the mixture of Drugs Sex and Money.
I remember there were times when all I wanted to do was get high, get high off pills the more I swallowed the better felt. I was would get so high I felt like I was floating in outer space. The rest of the world wonder who I was and where my mind was because of being spaced out for so long you become detached from the rest of the world.
My nightlife of sex went pretty much the same way constantly ”Crashing” a different girl every night not forgiving myself for becoming the one thing I hated the most. A womanizer. I mean really can you blame me for being this way when its so easy.
The money would flow like water constantly coming in every form of bill; 1′s, 5′s, 10′s, 20′s, 50′s, 100′s. Have you ever had so much money that you couldn’t spend it? maybe I should calm down a little I didn’t have that much money but enough to keep me happy.
After reading this I’m sure many people are saying WOW! Ellis this can’t be true and you would be right. I never used drugs, I respect woman and I’m not wealthy just rich in heart. To clear up some things I will steal a line from Kevin Heart ” Let Me Explain”
The drugs I used was music. I wrote so many songs in my head I spaced out a lot of the time. It was as if I was in space most of the time but, this actually kept me grounded to the earth. The sex I had was just fantasy’s of mine a wet dream because of all the lonely nights looking for love. All the money I spoke of was just the image we all want to present. This post was meant to show you that the lies we tell are more interesting then the truth. – Lets change the way we think………
Even through all the BS and fights and long nights screaming alarms at each other we still find a way to say damn I still love you at the end of the day.
Does a man and woman mean to hurt each other or is it by nature that we must do so in order to find out how much love we really have for each other? Sometimes I think to myself its crazy for people to do this and why would you do that to each other? Maybe its just our human nature to fight and collide, I think the best collision is sex, so it seems right that the more you collide the more sex you have. (by the way make up sex is the best I think. Just saying.)
There’s a line in my new song CRASH, creativity titled to resemble a car crash (AKA collision) as sex it goes like this ”give me love and take it back, make my mind go crazy” I think the back and fourth in a relationship is a huge battle we face everyday but there one thing missing love.
We need to hold on to what we believe in…. Do you believe in love?
Sometimes when you feel like their has to be more to life then what is in-front of me, this is the time when you step outside of yourself. the Dark Shadows can blind you and keep you in the dark if you let them. I remember the times I lived in the shadows of myself and never wanted to be the face of popularity but now that I’m singing and making music its clear that I was made to do this, I was made to entertain my fans.
There are times where I wish I was a pot head, maybe just for one day or so. This is how I feel today and most days I just want to be high and forget every little problem that I have or any further issues that Are going on. When life gives you lemons sometimes your just stuck with lemons with no time or way to make lemonade WTF is what I want to scream out loud to the world But I have this blog to do just that. Its not the issues that you cause it the issues that others cause for you. I can’t believe that there are people in this world who wont pick up their own weight and rely on others to provide for them. Because I’m a man and I suck it up this makes I harder to deal with because in the back of my head I keep saying be a man stop complaining. I have never smoked before and this will be the first if I did but a blunt sounds so good now or maybe some shots. Being anti-sober is so easy but making the stand to be sober is so hard when life comes at you. I wan to say people just find a way to blow off so steam and stress without drugs and violence I doing it.
I found this article online writting By Selene Yeager on www.runnersworld.com and it really opened my eyes to relize that this topic is very true for not just runners but for everyone. People understand that the more you are in-active during your days the more you lose in health, I clearly understand that not everyone can help that there job has them there for 8-12 hours per day, heck I feel like I’m getting fatter by the second just writting this post. I figure I will walk and type to make up some ground on my health. How many hours of the day can you count that you sit and calculate a ratio to the amount you walk or workout? Yeah I know it’s pretty bad looking at the numbers, sitting is so easy (this is what I’m thinking to myself) I mean I can’t get up and quick my job just becaue I sit for more than 8 hours each day that sounds silly. So are you asking yourself this question “What do I do?”
If you stream my new song “POWER” now on www.souncloud.com/ellis_bailey this song will get you out of your chair and dance or listen to it while working out everyday. I encougare my fans and readers to take some time out and dance a little or run a little, you will be amazed how far you can run in 4 mintues with Too Much POWER.